Inspired by a Buzzfeed's video;

 and myself, as an overly dramatic full of love for fictional characters human being,

I present you

People that awaken my sexuality!~

 (sounds a little kinky, but, for God's sake I'm in my legal age now)

I'm the most sexual het-asexual I know to be honest.

Sometimes, I'm like 'Yess!! Hot People!!!' But at the same time I'm like 'No!!! Hot People!!'

I like looking at beautiful people.... aesthetically.

Like, 'heck yes they're hot I would pat them on the head and be friends' but also 'don'T LIKE ME! 

I rather be single until I die kinda way.'

Yet, of course,

I cannot deny that there are a lot of people that are on fire and have a really great personality.

So, wanna see my childhood crushes?

LEGGO!

MATT DALLAS in Kyle XY

He is my first celebrity crush. I was nine.

I don't know why, I really tend to find guys really attractive when they have green eyes. 

KYLE XY was my shit.

He made me literally considered wanting to skip my tuition classes on Wednesday nights just because I wanted to see his face.

He is so quirky on the show. He was not human, not an alien but a clone. The first episode he is butt naked running around town. He's quiet, all his quotes are amazing, he's a genius and HIS BED IS A BATHTUB.

Look at his cuTE TEDDYBEAR smile aaaAAAAHHHH :3 

PRINCE PHILIP from The Sleeping Beauty

Truthfully, I like him more than any other Disney's princes because Sleeping Beauty is my favourite Disney's movie.

Prince Philips is charismatic (I mean, he wooed Aurora while singing with her), he is adventurous, and he cAN SING!!! I started to like him when he fought with the dragon. Like, HE FOUGHT A DRAGON!! Plus, he looks so helpless that his hair flops every where, I was into it okayyy.

GENERAL LI SHANG from Mulan

I'LL MAKE A MAN OUT OF YOUUUUUUU!

Li Shang is the reason why I tend to fall in love with characters who are not in a royal family. Generals or second in commands. 

He's the kind of character that you'll ignore when you were a kid BUT as you get older...

He just grow on you....

It's like; 

5 year old me: "MULANNN!!! Screw Li Shang. Annoying shit!!

14 Year old me: Holy shit.... Li Shang is hot??? What??? I'm confused?

Li Shang is very driven, brave, sometimes really awkward but doesn't admit it.

And compared to all the disney's guys, we can ACTUALLY see his personality and his attitude, he actually talk more than any other princes in Disney's princesses movies.

KING DOMINICK from Barbie: Princess and Pauper

Praise the lord, because he's SO beautiful (Why is he not real???)

I was rewatching Barbie movies this evening and I would never skip Princess and The Pauper when I'm marathoning Barbie movies because favourite and you know what it got me?

My heart felt like an arrow hit it...RIGHT IN THE FEELS.

I didn't like Julian because my sister's called dips on him so I chose Dominick.

We were (my sister and I) so obsessed with this version of Barbie we remembered all the lyrics to all the songs, man.

Dominick is not a prince, he's a KING! A KING! Who loves music and Erika (oooooooh my god I ship them before I knew what shipping means). He's little tipsy bit awkward, but, he's honest, if he likes something/someone he never afraid to admit it.

GOD, HIS VOICE. HIS BEAUTIFUL VOICE.

I was having goose-bumps when I heard he sang at seven and now nineteen, he still gives me goose-bumps.

Bonus: He's man who good dark hair and blue eyes. What does that means?

A.T.T.R.A.C.T.I.V.E

ALFIE ENOCH in Harry Potter

YES FREAKING DEAN THOMAS!!!

100000 points for Gryffindor!

Siruis Black is my favourite character since childhood but I always think that Alfie Enoch was cute and now, he already grew up, he's just

made me complementing my life.

He grow up like a fine wine. I should've watch HTGAWM by now but I have so many shows to watch and I don't want to start a new one u____u

TAKASHI MORINOZUKA from Ouran High School Host Club

The definition of 'Cool, calm, collected, tall, dark and handsome' anime character.

I was so into him and I am still into him now I just- ARGH! 

Takashi is talented, smart, mysterious, he's basically my type.

Yeah fine, Honey is cute, Kyoya is charismatic, the twins are fun and adorable and Tamaki is the prince charming but none of them can compared to my Takashi.

We didn't get to know about him in the anime but when you read the manga...

I was so, so in love with him and it stresses me more when I found out that the mangaka wanted Haruhi to ended up with Takashi at first. I was rooting at team Tamaki because he is my second favourite but finding that out ruined me.

BENNY from My Babysitter is a Vampire

Leo Valdez (my smol) reminded me so much of Benny.

Me and my best friend LOVED this show. I called dips on Benny lol. We would watch in and then talked about it the next day at school.

Benny is cute, energetic, fun and he's A WIZARD!!

He also has the best lines on the show.

And more importantly, he has humour.

I was really sad when this show got cancelled.

 SYAORAN from Tsubasa Chronicles

Why everytime I need to see him I have to go to tuition class???

This show started on Sunday afternoon, my class ended at afternoon. Ugh.

Syaoran was a fresh start for me. I was very picky on watching anime. I really like anime that have my taste of nice art, and Tsubasa was aired that time. Also, the anime was unique and different at that time.

Again, I ship Syaoran and Sakura SO HARD (I didn't know what shipping meant)

I actually never finish watching this show, I never know if they end up together or not.

I like to keep it that way.

STEFAN SALVATORE from The Vampire Diaries

My last childhood crush until I became a teenager. 

I still love him until now actually.

I still watch Vampire Diaries (Even wHEN THEY KILLED KAI PARKER OFF)

Stefan is kind, soft, loving, smol, cinnamon roll, too good for this world, too pure, he loves so hard and so deep. He has a beautiful name!!!

Vampire Diaries started of soooo good and then the script writing turned to shit (especially after season three) Season 6 was amazing until they killed that guy.

This show threw me off so much because I feel like they start to neglected Stefan's character so much. I still haven't started the latest season yet. Yet, I will eventually watch it because STEFAN.

Protect Stefan Salvatore at all costs. Don't ever let his smile disappears. Protect my son.

That's it. 

It still surprise me how I remembered these people. Maybe, I'm kind of a person who loves too deep. I don't know.

What's your childhood crushes? What celeb/fictional characters sparked you sexual awakening.

Do tell me!

Bye~

- Amni

Guys, I FINALLY published it.

I've been working this story for months now, I just REALLY hope you guys can check it out, it means so much to me.

SYNOPSIS:

  There's always the saying that; 

"Quiet girls are always the interesting ones..."

And Hunter is very curious about the quiet Haru...

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    Hunter Ian Laskov is the heir of his family's Bratva (Russian gangster). Like his father, and his father's father, Hunter is brave, a talented fighter, and reliable. Yet, unlike his father, or his father's father, Hunter is loving, cruel yet sympathetic, and reckless. Also, annoyingly loud. 

    When he is asked to marry a girl by his father, his answer was a simple yes. No questions, never was. But not to an heir, nor a rich girl, but a girl that lives a very mundane life. A simple girl that is driving him insane, actually. With awkward silences and excuses not sleeping on the same bed or even talk to him by bury her face in books, or sketch books.

    Can a man who is like the sun, fiery, notorious and dangerous, and a woman who is like the moon, quiet, calm, and cold, will ever get along?

    Still, Hunter and his bride better have each other's backs before they both get bury six feet under. Because being the gang lord and his reluctant wife cost a price. 

    Past tragedies and new enemies are coming, and they want to swallow them both.

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His Spring Symphony

Copyright © A.SUHANA.

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Why I did I write a marriage story?

Well, for once I actually want this to be more mature, in terms of relationship building if you don't love someone, and professional in my side.

The characters are no doubt based on some people I know, but mostly the main characters are both mostly from me. The girl from my brain, the boy is from my heart.

I sincerely hope it did well.

Please check it out!

Here's the link:

His Spring Symphony

I appreciate it :)

- Amni